My 1st and 2nd forever loves

To my 1st love: 

 I'm so proud of the man I married. You are my support system no matter what is happening. I can't believe it's been almost 11 years since the day I knew I wanted to spend forever with you. At times we may disagree but you've shown me over and over again you are a God Fearing honorable man. I remember when we where first married. We were so young but unlike alot of the other men we knew you stepped it up and worked hard. You started at the bottom and have worked your butt of to get where you are now. I'm so grateful and proud to be able to call myself your wife.
      When I first found out we were having Jude I was unsure how you would handle it. You stepped up and blew my mind. Never once have you complained about helping me with him. Never once have you became frustrated with me or him. You come home from work and I know you just want to relax but you hit the floor and play with him/help me get him ready until he goes to bed. The love you have for your son melts me heart. It makes me fall in love with you all over again.
          Thank you for all you do and for always being you. I can't wait to see where the rest of this amazing life takes us.

To my 2nd love :

 When I found out you would be coming to join our family I was overwhelmed with happiness. I remember laying on the couch for hours watching you move around inside me dreaming of the day we would finally meet. But when I finally seen you word's will never be able to describe how I felt. It was the most spiritual experience I had ever experienced. God had given me you to care for and you were meant to be mine. Every little finger and toe was a blessing from above.
            I love to watch you grow and I can't believe how fast it is passing. I love how amazing everyday is through your eyes. I love how excited you get when you hear daddy come in the front door. I love your little noise you make when you do something your proud of or enjoy. I love the independence you've gained but also how you always come back to mommy to make sure I'm there and watching. I love how to grab me by both cheeks and say mmmm for at least 5 seconds before you ever kiss me. I love that you like to hold me hand while we watch tv. You bring a joy to my life no other human will ever replicate. I praise God he seen fit to let us belong to each other.